dedicated to jojo.

Okay, so right now I'm typing in the middle of Christmas Eve, on my bed, with all the light off, so it's basically just me and my smartphone.

Today has been so tiring for me, but I should say I enjoyed today so much. FISIPERS UI had finally found a man who will replace Jojo's position as PU (Pemimpin Umum). I was the one who make Dodi as the next PU, and ut's bcs the voting resulted in a clear 50:50 between Dodi and Aninta. Therefore, as the moderator(which is me) had not voted for anyone, I had the right to choose and my choice will result in the name of the new PU FISIPERS UI 2014. Long story short, I chose Dodi.

Okay! I'm not typing this post for elaborating the reason why I chose Dodi. I am typing right now for a reason - saying how much I'm thankful to Jojo.

Jojo (PU FISIPERS 2013) is the reason I stay in Fisipers till this moment. And I should say that he is the reason why I would continue to the next year in Fisipers.

I remember him meeting me in front of Gekom, where he interviewed me on whether I really will contribute wholly to Fisipers or not. I clearly remember those round eyes of him looking right into my eyes. And the moment I say "Yes, I'm sure of this.", there's a voice in my head and I say to myself, that I will never disappoint him.

Long story short, I found him as a good, kind-hearted, humble, and funny leader in Fisipers. He always appreciate the hardwork that the staffs did, with his word "HITS BANGET." I should say that he's good at making people feel good about themselves. He's also friendly, calling me whenever he sees me. That makes me feel like being home, I feel being loved in this organization, and I'm happy in it.

Although my first choice was to be Fisipers' reporter but I ended up in the HRD division, I was really glad to be surrounded with good Kadiv like Ka Ajeng and other members in this division. They have the same feelings toward Fisipers, they feel love. I think this love is not only because of the Fisipers itself, but also because Ka Jojo, that somehow succeeded in building the professionalism with love in this organization.

Well, just now I read his post about us, the members of Fisipers, and he typed every member and describe something about them. This is so sweet I should say, and it made me teared up a bit, I should grab a tissue now that I start tearing again *brb*

Well anywayyyy (jojo's style), I don't know how many times I should say thankyou for everything you teach me, for every love that you shared, and for everything that you made me feel. You are a good brother to me, someone I can rely on.
As what Ka Vitha said to me, "I'm crying bcs I feel that I will lose jojo, he means so much to me and to fisipers, I just hope that you guys feel that too."

Yes, I feel that too, Ka Jojo.

Thankyou for everything, we'll miss you.

La Da Dee

La Da Dee La Da De Doo ~

currently listening to La Da Dee by Cody Simpson. I miss singing so much, I rarely go to karaoke room with my friends to sing (rd: scream as loud as we could), but once we find the time, you will see the different side of me completely. I can dance along with the song if I feel comfortable enough to show that side of me to you hahahaha!

Anyway, I'd just done my last test on my third semester, I finally choose the major I will learn until the last moment I will be in Communication Science. I have two options in mind, PR and Advertising.

Choosing between PR and Advertising as my major is a hard choice, I'd been asking all of the people I met to know their opinions about these majors and indeed I asked them what suits me best. Considering the prospect and excitement, I will choose Advertising. But being a Public Relations is what I aim to be when I was in high school.
Although confusion had overwhelmed me for some weeks, and people's opinions are not helping me! HAHA! (sorry for the people who gave me advice). The encouragement from them to choose one of those options made me confused, and more confused. They will answer like, "you have the ability to be a PR, but being in advertising agency will give you blablabla...."

Then what I do, what I really do to decide is..
ask my ownself.
"What do you want to be?"

Although it seems cliche, when you ask yourself the question, the answer won't pop up magically. Instead, you will find it as the nature give you sign on what the best for you, on what your ownself truly wants.

I answer the question with, "Public Relations."

Most people will think that this is actually a simple choice to be made, but for me, this decision is one of my life-changing decision.